ive turned over a new leaf. ive quit drinking and smoking. smoking cause it was time and drinking cause i just got bored & it was easier coz i was never a big drinker anyway. all this is good im sure. however i still like to go out to clubs and such. but now i never know what to do there
and now other people's sordid drinkin stories are not amusing anymore. i am hugely bored of hearing "hey the other day i got sooo drunk and then... " thats the point where i shut off. No, i don think its interesting that u got drunk and climbed up a tree or went to bed with someone you didnt know or puked yr guts out in a gutter.
i know at least 5 in-their-20's kids who do this every weekend. brag about more beer. tweet about tequila shots gone wrong. and wear t-shirts that proudly affirm their 'i like to drink' hobby.
i think i'm kinda jealous that i don have any crutches anymore - any reasons to do soemthing stupid like alcohol or cigarettes to feel cool and young and hip. i stand around at clubs full of glamorous looking people while sipping red bull and thinking oh shit i better not have too much of this cause i wont get sleep and i got an early morning. sad. i know.
blame it on the fact that im turning 30 in another 19 days. SUCKS.
dammit. im not cool anymore. :(
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You started blogging around when I started. And you are racing to 30 right about when I am about to get there (about 9-10 months earlier)
Not sure how that matters, but well, Hugs! "It's okay!"
Is the non-drinking scene still on???
Hellllo,
always good to hear from you.
with respect to your post
"Age is an issue of mind over matter. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter"
-Mark Twain said that
with respect to where have i been
Been here...Stuck There..Quit This..Started That..Finished This..Finding that..
- i said that
i bet you know the tune
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