Sunday, August 30, 2009

the uncool 30's

ive turned over a new leaf. ive quit drinking and smoking. smoking cause it was time and drinking cause i just got bored & it was easier coz i was never a big drinker anyway. all this is good im sure. however i still like to go out to clubs and such. but now i never know what to do there

and now other people's sordid drinkin stories are not amusing anymore. i am hugely bored of hearing "hey the other day i got sooo drunk and then... " thats the point where i shut off. No, i don think its interesting that u got drunk and climbed up a tree or went to bed with someone you didnt know or puked yr guts out in a gutter.

i know at least 5 in-their-20's kids who do this every weekend. brag about more beer. tweet about tequila shots gone wrong. and wear t-shirts that proudly affirm their 'i like to drink' hobby.

i think i'm kinda jealous that i don have any crutches anymore - any reasons to do soemthing stupid like alcohol or cigarettes to feel cool and young and hip. i stand around at clubs full of glamorous looking people while sipping red bull and thinking oh shit i better not have too much of this cause i wont get sleep and i got an early morning. sad. i know.

blame it on the fact that im turning 30 in another 19 days. SUCKS.
dammit. im not cool anymore. :(